Day 4 is finally here!!!

Woo hoo!! Last day of all shakes!! How can this day be bad when it's the last of the bad days??? I am still woefully low on energy and snoozed until about 7:50 this morning which gave me no time to get ready for work so I am working from home instead. Thankfully I had the foresight to realize that might happen and brought all my work stuff home with me yesterday afternoon.

I was so sorry to miss the hockey game last night because our boys won in a shoot out which is always fun! But when I saw that it went to shoot out, I was even more glad that I didn't go. I would not have had the energy to stay through OT and shoot out.

Today is off to a good start, except for the energy shortage. I am not hungry at all and didn't even have my first shake until 9:30. I have to say, I much prefer making them at home with the blender. They are far less chalky that way. However, since the only dishes that I use anymore are cups and a blender, I am doing a lot of hand washing instead of using the dishwasher. Being the lazy slug that I am, I am slightly annoyed by this and by the dry skin on my hands- so much Palmolive!

I am not sleeping well because my neck and shoulders are so tight and my mom shared me with yesterday that whenever she is dieting, or trying not to eat, that the same thing happens to her. I guess my whole body is tense with lack of food. I'm going get a massage tonight which will help some. Of course, there was a whole lot of drama with making that appointment yesterday because nothing yesterday came easy for this Miss Cranky Pants! My membership had "mysteriously" expired and the girl would not explain how this happened or what that really meant and then tried to tell me that I had to sign up brand new and pay the new rates. That's when I had to tear her a new one and tell her she better find a way to renew me at my old rate since my one year was up in April and it auto-renewed at that time and her computer was smoking crack! Poor girl... poor anyone that gets in my way right now. I don't have any patience or tolerance! I hope that my mood and attitude improves or I won't have any friends left- or a job as I'm in customer service- by the time I get my goal weight!

Oh in other good news, I only took one appetite suppressant yesterday. It's amazing how my hunger has dropped off. The food cravings that I have now are just totally mental. I want things that I love the taste of, but not anything that I actually need, because I am truly not hungry. Like this morning, I was thinking how much I would love to have some tortilla chips and salsa. I would love to taste the salt and actually crunch on the chips and the spicy sweetness of salsa just sounds divine. But really, I'm not hungry and if I had them, I probably would only be able to have just a bite or two.

Can't wait to try that chili tomorrow!!!